Fabric Of My Mind Classical

So many dreams and plenty ideas,

Working for the best, without knowing the rest,

A parent, a partner , living in style , could it last for while?

I don’t know where, where to begin and even less how it slipped in.

It’s strange how I am losing sense,

Disappearing in the clearances,

It’s going wrong , I am slowing down,

But keeping up appearances,

I am not yet old ,hopelessly old,

I was not told, nobody’s fault,

Seeing the cloud but still to proud ,

Shouting loud, please let me out.

Tik, Tak, don’t look back,

Fabric of my mind , I am loosing track,

Don’t you see it won’t come back,

It’s not funny how I act ,

Looking for breath in my head,

Sinking away to an ocean bed,

Please tell me the truth, cause I forget ,

A travelling wreck between life and death.

Ignoring kept me going,

Talking becomes frustrating,

Breathing the same, feeling the same,

Answers spoiled away with laughter.

Fabric of my mind in rewind,

Fighting things you can not see,

Body and soul in disharmony,

Hearing a deaf symphony.

Tik, Tak, don’t look back,

Fabric of my mind , I am loosing track,

Don’t you see it won’t come back,

It’s not funny how I act ,

Looking for breath in my head,

Sinking away to an ocean bed,

Please tell me the truth, cause I forget ,

A travelling wreck between life and death.

Memories fading away,

Tears, but have no fear,

Every day looks like yesterday,

Every day my brain resets,

Sinking away to an ocean bed,

Looking for breath in my head,

Please tell me the truth cause I forget,

A travelling wreck between life and death.

While I recognize what I hear,

Shouting and crying,

It’s becoming clear.

I feel your tenderness,

In the darkness,

Knowing that I am dying,

Please keep smiling .

How hard I try to find,

In my mind,

It’s all locked up,

Waiting for a full stop.

With you at my side,

My only light,

I share my fight,

And my last night,

Love you, love me, but please, let me free.

Written by :

Claude Jacobs / BastaPura